The Long Absence

Hi there,
It's been so long since I last posted that silly introduction of mine. I'm back now but don't know why it took so long. Maybe I was too dumb to learn how to use blog like how to embed videos and all that crap. I guess the reason why I came back is because I've got a few friends who blog, and it sounds fun. So many things have happened since last year. There are happy times of course, like new friendships being formed, old friendships reconnected, better relationship with family etc. There are also sad times like family arguments and fighting among friends. I've learned and understood so many things. You know those wise quotes that you see on the internet where people like to share? I always knew what they meant but know I understood them. I used to contain a lot of hatred inside me. Like shit loads of resentment just building inside of me, rotting my very personality away. I would think all those unpleasant stuffs and it'll just get worse once I start imagining things. Maybe I want to make it worse. Maybe I want to feel the anger and hatred inside of me. But now the hatred has gone and all the resentment has seeped away. Perhaps I have started to forgive, but then again I'm not sure what was there to forgive in the first place. All I know is that from now onwards, I'm pretty steady :)